That's right! You read the title correctly. Yesterday was a BAD day of doubts, whines, and poor me attitude!!! I was struggling a LOT with my emotions and questioning myself on what I was doing, did I choose the right curriculum, I never wanted to teach and hated school what makes me think I could teach my son? These WERE the thoughts in my head yesterday and they came about because routine was broken and attitudes were poor. BUT I have a wonderful husband and mom who did not give up on me but told me they believed in me.
Today was a whole new attitude: figure will take this week to review what we have learned and refresh the memory before moving forward. You something? My awesome hubby pointed out that just because family is up I don't need to drop routine, especially since JD and I function better with routine :-) I seriously it is 2 hrs out of day, maybe less that is school and once done rest of day is free! Duh Tara!!!!!!
So no more Miss Doubter!!! Or whining! Here is to working on confidence and allowing the Lord to really work through me to teach our son!
Good for George and your Mom. It's always good to have encouraging family.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, the hardest thing to do is to stick to your routine, even in the face of hardship and doubt. Remember the words of Davy Crockett, "Be sure you're right, then go ahead."
You'll never be completely free of doubts, but it will help that you'll have this experience to remind you of the importance of keeping at it, and JD will have your example to draw on.
Thank you for those encouraging words HK!
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